its final...i broke up with charlie...he was really upset about it but i did it and i feel really good about doing it...for now...im about to go to town and i hope i dont see him, cause that would make everything go down hill again, and i definitely dont want that to happen...i really dont see charlie coming back in my life anytime soon, actually i dont see him coming back really ever...im glad i broke up with him...thanks to whoever replied back to me on that entry!!!

charlie is my..well hes my boyfriend...we've been going out with for 6 months now and ive broken up with him 3 times...the first time i went out with him, he cheated on me...til this day he denys that he ever cheated on me...ive told him a million times that i wont get mad if he will just tell me that he did it, but no he still denys it...i dont understand why he still denys it...i mean i know that i should have just stayed broken up with him but i couldn't and now i cant even brake up with him if i want to...last night i told him that i dont love him as much anymore and he started crying...and i felt really bad and i know most of you are thinking that hes a pussy but hes not hes just gets really upset when i say things like that and it brakes his heart...also another problem is that i see him everyday and its so hard to move on when ur seeing ur ex every single day..and i dont even have to go and look for him we just bump into each other...i dont know what to do anymore its like i cant break-up with him just because i feel bad...i dont know what to do...and if i do end up breaking up with him, im not going to be able to take the break-up, i guess i should have just stayed broken up with him the first time...idk...HELP!!! plzz!

my school is the typical school, we have the geeks, the skaters, the normal people, the people that talk to everyone, the people who arent popular but are friends with some of the popular people, we have semi-popular people, and last but not least we have the populars...i hate my school, i dont understand y the people in my school are like this...they're such fags...ive been talking to a lot of people from another town and they said that basically everyone in their grade are friends except for a few people...japs are so fucking annoying, especially in my school...ok so theres this one jap and shes the biggest jap ever!! shes also the biggest bitch in my grade...ok so anyway one day we were talking about the grade below us in class and she goes the grade below us are so much meaner than us..and every one was like yea everyone except for u...and then she has this friend that doesnt shut up at all...she keeps talking and talking and talking...seriously its like shut the fuck up...i swear when ur anywhere near her u seriously just want to commit suicide no joke..its really that bad...lol...

ok so theres this girl in my grade named becky...last year i use to be best friends with her, like no joke this girl was like my sister...so last year i had a bday party at a club and i invited this guy and my mom was there...my mom being who she is sees everything...so becky stuck her tounge down his throat and my mom saw..then this other girl let him touch everything on her body, he touched her vagina, her boobs (which by the way she has none...she only has niples literally), and obvi her ass...and of course my mom saw it..so then when i got home my mom was like i don't want u talking to that boy ever again...and so then me being stupid was like then change my cell phone number...my mom changed my cell number like 4 times because i kept on calling this boy...because becky was in "love" with this ugly shaggy dog, oh btw the guys name is greg...yea so then one day me and becky were going to town and i called greg on my cell phone and then after a while we were going to go back to becky's house...then my mom called me and she was like do u want a ride to becky's house and i was like sure and so while getting in the car i dropped my phone and my mom was like can i see your phone and in my head i was like oh shit i didn't delete that i called him...so then i was like to my mom no i can't give u my phone and blah blah blah and then finally she took my phone and she saw that i called greg she got sooo pissed off...then my mom found my myspace...u won't believe what she did after that, she made me spend the whole summer at my grandmas..the whole fucking summer!!!! this year has changed a lot becky is an ugly fag that has no friends what so ever, me and her stopped being friends because she got mad at me for hanging up the phone on her boyfriend thats only going out with her to get to me...ok so then to be nice i went to becky and i was like i never said that i didnt want to be friends with u and she goes oh me either so then we were friends for what 30 minutes..lol...so then i heard that she told everyone that i was like begging her to be friends with me again...can you believe this bitch..seriously wtf was she thinking...no one in my school likes her at all they all hate her and they think she looks like Nanny McPhee...haha...anyway so now im not friends with her anymore and its final...stupid bitch

ok so on july 4th my mom wouldn't do something for me, and so then i started pissing and moaning and she started screaming at me. then she wanted to leave so i was like no mom and i started screaming at her...then she said that she wanted to kill me, so i told her that i hate her. so now im stuck at my grandmas house for i dk how long...and all i can do is watch tv...oh and heres the best part, my mom disconnected my cell phone =, so i cant even talk on my phone if i wanted to...also shes not letting me go home at all, she said that if i go home shes going to throw me out of my house...wtf r wrong with parents...it pisses me off so much.......also my mom has a problem with boys, she won't let me call boys on my phone, she won't let me hang out with any boys, and she won't let me talk to them..and the worst part is that i have a boyfriend and ive had many boyfriends before so if she finds out about any of them of anything about them them im in deep shit...she thinks that i dont know what to do with my life.. my mom basically thinks that im just going to go out fuck a boy, get piss drunk, and do drugs...she doesn't trust me at all i hate that, it bothers me so much when my mom doesn't trust me because then she always calls me and asks me where i am who im with what im doing...ok so this one time i was in town with my friend ayelet and my mom called me and goes where are u, so i said back at the pizza place and she was like what are u doing there and i was like eating pizza and she was liek ok bye...wtf seriously what does she think im going to be doing at a PIZZA PLACE...what does she think im going to have sex with the pizza its so annoying, and im sick and tired of it...